Enter the Cocoon

I think I'm done
Pretty damned sure
Flip the switch
I don't want no more
Just Shut the Show Down
Curtain Call
You ain't gotta go home but motherfuckers you can't stay here
Deuces

The Funeral Playlist

Morbid? Maybe, But just so you MotherEffers get it right!

Crystal Bowersox- up to the mountain
Moonlight sonata
A Tear in the Open- Tiesto
SIXX AM Life is Beautiful
Spirit in the Sky
Beyonce I was here

Rising

1 Peter 1:23
For you have been born again, not of perishable seed, but of imperishable, through the living and enduring word of God.

TBC

This phoenix knows nothing of being caged, nothing of being tamed or tormented with chains
She knows not that kind pain.
She simply is what she is
Pure fire
Mutable and untouchable
She knows no boundaries
She does as she pleases
Igniting all she meets, all she sees along the way
All Joy and Passion she seeds
Completely Free as she burns
Burn she must even the reserves until she fades
The down side to the circle encroaches
The child inside screams
The dragoness guards her retreat
Azaria takes center stage
She has become accustomed to the pain
She knows this side of the circle all to well
Her scars tell of her time spent in hell
Caged and released
My warrior beast
On these demons she feasts
So confident in my ability to destroy
A cold blooded killer
Slayer of souls
It's Gods place to judge them, It's mine to arrange the meeting
I'll rip the vocal cords outcha throat Bitch
Remorseless
Touched only by the child
Fire for Fire
The star inside ignites
It burn so BRIGHT
Fire fuels the fight
The protector of all that is pure and innocent
Humility resonates thru
So grateful for the rescue
Unafraid Facing Death
Stand still
Stay your ground
Do not relent it is the only way for honor to be found
Terrors creep
Delorne weeps
my humanity is so weak
"Shhhh dear child, watch as I sooth the savage beast"~Hoshi speaks
My spirit engages pained by their defeat
The peace bringer
heart healer
soul scar sealer
She is complete
"Oh Faithless Zion
What about your ability to build?
What will you do when there is no battle field?
Quiet yourself to hear the voice within...it the whisper passing through the shouts of sin"
Can you hear the Creator from the observational seat?
"Baby your beauty reaches far beyond any limits you can imagine
It is the truth,
listen no more to the lies,
All ugliness aside
Look at that light she holds inside
"Look how she glows"
Her light is mine
and I declare Yes she will Shine!
Yes she will show!
I give you a love that you've never known"

voiceless

Psalm 94:20
Shall the throne of iniquity, which devises evil by law, Have fellowship with You?
Job 9:10
He performs wonders that cannot be fathomed, miracles that cannot be counted.


This repetitious cycle is vicious
The hate that breeds and rebirths inside of my soul time and time and time again
When I try to run away from the pain I fall into my own sin
This statistical inadequacy is enough to strip me of my own sound
Just lay it out on the ground
The waste of it all
Where's the redo button?
I whisper ...I want to be them...shhh
Different cards are delt but its how you play them that counts
 How in the hell do you know how to play unless you're taught?
Others find a way they go out and observe the game
My life's a damned shame, I am ashamed of myself
I feel so confined
My soul has been chained inside
I am voiceless

  Pause... withdraw...A rare retreat for honest reflection... a quiet moment to mend, to heal, to learn to deal, a coping methodology if you will. I don't mind the scars so much as I do the Pain, It stings every bit of the inside of me... Bring the rain, at least I can sing a keening song in the sorrowful rain...Be Still bleeding soul...be still

Happy Birthday Rainbow Dragon!

Here's to one of the most spectacular spectrum I have ever had the pleasure of being illuminated by. 

HaPpY BiRtHdAy HONEY! 

The one true tie dye Hippie Chick

Our Beloved Rainbow Dragon.

Big Ol Baby

I hate that every morning I see a spider or two struggle for Life

Hoshi is impartial, knowing it's part of the cycle,
DJ still has instilled a humanitarian fear... silly child

Who'd of ever thought it would be you that would have Compassion for the dying.  A respect for Life.
O' Zari, you Big Ol' Baby!

Freedom to Fly

Our Lord submitted to death, enduring it willingly,
because by this means he would be able to destroy death
in spite of itself.

St. Ephraem, 4th century 

Flight requires FREEDOM from within
NO internal confines to bind the mind
NO chains diggin’ in
To Fly you must die
To touch the sky you must enter a cocoon
You must let go of what is and transform into LiViNg proof
You must SCREAM with your whole heart!
at the Lies you've been fed
" You are NOT the Truth!
NEVER again will you tear my soul apart!
NEVER again will you infect my head !
It's time to put Death to the test,
it is time O’ Lies I lay You to rest!"
You must face Fear with Faith!
Knowing that your very SpIrIt is at stake
Knowing that every part of you that's suppose to  
WILL make it through to the other side
Allowing you to be born again brand new
Allowing your wings the FREEDOM to Fly!~

As a Dragon I Die
As a Phoenix I Rise
Born again a Song Dragon
The Yellow Hearted Leopard Sun Dragon
Death I Destroy

The Eternal Covenant of Peace

54
h“Sing, O barren one, who did not bear;

break forth into singing and cry aloud,

you who have not been in labor!

For the children of ithe desolate one jwill be more

than the children of her who is married,” says the Lord.

2
k“Enlarge the place of your tent,

and let the curtains of your habitations be stretched out;

do not hold back; lengthen your cords

and strengthen your stakes.

3
lFor you will spread abroad to the right and to the left,

and your offspring will possess the nations

and will people the desolate cities.

4
“Fear not, mfor you will not be ashamed;

be not confounded, for you will not be disgraced;

for you will forget the shame of your youth,

and the reproach of your widowhood you will remember no more.

5
nFor your Maker is your husband,

the Lord of hosts is his name;

oand the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer,

pthe God of the whole earth he is called.

6
qFor the Lord has called you

like a wife deserted and grieved in spirit,

like a wife of youth when she is cast off,

says your God.

7
rFor a brief moment I deserted you,

but with great compassion I will gather you.

8
rIn overflowing anger for a moment

I hid my face from you,

sbut with everlasting love I will have compassion on you,”

says the Lord, your Redeemer.

9
“This is like tthe days of Noah1 to me:

as I swore that the waters of Noah

should no more go over the earth,

so I have sworn that I will not be angry with you,

and will not rebuke you.

10
For the mountains may depart

and the hills be removed,

but my steadfast love shall not depart from you,

and umy covenant of peace shall not be removed,”

says the Lord, who has compassion on you.

11
v“O afflicted one, storm-tossed and not comforted,

behold, wI will set your stones in antimony,

xand lay your foundations with sapphires.2

12
I will make your pinnacles of agate,3

your gates of carbuncles,4

and all your wall of precious stones.

13
yAll your children zshall be taught by the Lord,

aand great shall be the peace of your children.

14
In righteousness you shall be established;

you shall be far from oppression, for you shall not fear;

and from terror, for it shall not come near you.

15
bIf anyone stirs up strife,

it is not from me;

whoever stirs up strife with you

shall fall because of you.

16
Behold, I have created the smith

who blows the fire of coals

and produces a weapon for its purpose.

I have also created the ravager to destroy;

17
no weapon that is fashioned against you shall succeed,

and you shall refute every tongue that rises against you in judgment.

This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord

cand their vindication5 from me, declares the Lord.”