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Tuesday, July 12, 2011

The Secret Sisterhood of the Star-hearted Dragons




God i could go for a Lil Nancy, a Lil Donna, a Lil bit of Aunt Jinny in my view I didn't get my daily dose of Aunt Ne' n please I need me some Honey, n Momma Tracy too,  I could go for a lil Doe for sho'!  Hoshi Rae These Lights are you, give me some Debbie, some Bridget and could you blend in a double dose of Linda. Give me some more Gail, Carol, Kaylynn n Kendra. N even though I'm new yes please I'd  like some Auntie Deenie too. Warrioresses sing true, I need a whole lotta Sheena, n more than a bit of the Dragon that's Blue, I could use more Rachel and Rosemadder I don't get nearly enough of you; nor the rae's of Derring n Lindsey, I've been with out my Devyn n Jenny; Could I please get just a Lil more Mindy, Some Sister Sam, Some Aunt Pam and just a Lil bit of what gives Kristy her ooo ooo. A regular breeze of Bree is a must n I'm holding on to the twinkles of Courtney I have left, Grandma Irene I miss you so much! some essence of Grandma's Alice n Millie please cuz that stuffs the Best, this is the special stuff that's stored in the arsenal in case I need to rage a war or simply place one foot in front of the other when you beckon me too, Lord I could use a Lil Momma, yup feed me some Caryn Threw n Threw, see me, this Phoenix blood makes me new, Grandma CJ I'm forever grateful Azaria was born from you: Internally rooted Ms Delorne Janai my Mississippi princess forever engraved she'd been locked away behind closed doors, the magnolia blossomed from being seeded inside the sand the child reaching out for a hand...Each essence blending into a spectacular spectrum, each one's own song harmonizing in tune gliding glittering shining along the currents of time, My Eywa I see you- a perfectly beautiful design forever progressing forward into some new hue, A Rugga Bue Sue if you may, a Missy Moo Moo, Heaven, Jay Rae, Brynn or Lil Miss Muffin, the perpetual energies of life so magnificently sewn into a patchwork tale of women the Secret Sisterhood of the Star-hearted Dragons.

Friday, July 8, 2011

Run Demons Run



I saw you last night in your true form
I have to tell you I wasn't frightened anymore
I saw how weak you were
A captor on the verge of loosing control
My terror turned to rage
I can't believe I let you keep me chained in this cage

My life depended on you
I built up an affection for the projection of me you pretended to be.
  Always a voice from the shadows
You said I am you, how can you ever be free?
Everything you feed me I believed.

In the darkness a light beaconed to me
Ever so gently showing me mercy
The wail I had never heard before
from my own throat
His Grace has touched me
His touch wasn't the cause of the broken
It was you
The Ugly Truth Revealed

Everytime I took a stand and said No More
I can't possibly
You pulled these chains and dug into my wounds
You showed me exactly what I could do
You were building up a warrior beast
Saying don't bite the hand that feeds
Only poison you gave me

 

Feed me Life I cried
I can no longer continue to die inside
You reigned in tighter pushing this passionate drive
It's like you injected me with toxin
Made me a fiend

This night I see you so clearly
This vision of mine, now through his eyes I see
My light is his and his is mine
I am his Dragon
He created me
Strengthened me for this moment
He knew it would come
 when I would face my own defeat
He always believed
No matter how many times you told me this is all I was destined to be
YES He told me I could be greater
YES He Believed
No matter How many times I fell
He told me get back up, it's only a skinned knee
When I couldn't stand my self anymore
He whispered your beautiful baby

I will listen to you no more
Today I'm Done N Off with this
I'm going to FORGET the word Relapse 
God's comin for me
He's opening the CAGE


You can run and you can hide
I have been released
His hand is my guide
I will seek you out
I will find you
and I will Slay you
It is what I have been trained to do

I need to start listening to these voices within
Miss Delorne Janai My Southern Spitfire Siren the phoenix with a broken wing
Hoshi Rae The Doe with a blade
Azaria The Scarred over dragoness- enough said 

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Isaiah 41:13
For I am the LORD, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you.