Happy Birthday Rainbow Dragon!

Here's to one of the most spectacular spectrum I have ever had the pleasure of being illuminated by. 

HaPpY BiRtHdAy HONEY! 

The one true tie dye Hippie Chick

Our Beloved Rainbow Dragon.

Big Ol Baby

I hate that every morning I see a spider or two struggle for Life

Hoshi is impartial, knowing it's part of the cycle,
DJ still has instilled a humanitarian fear... silly child

Who'd of ever thought it would be you that would have Compassion for the dying.  A respect for Life.
O' Zari, you Big Ol' Baby!

Freedom to Fly

Our Lord submitted to death, enduring it willingly,
because by this means he would be able to destroy death
in spite of itself.

St. Ephraem, 4th century 

Flight requires FREEDOM from within
NO internal confines to bind the mind
NO chains diggin’ in
To Fly you must die
To touch the sky you must enter a cocoon
You must let go of what is and transform into LiViNg proof
You must SCREAM with your whole heart!
at the Lies you've been fed
" You are NOT the Truth!
NEVER again will you tear my soul apart!
NEVER again will you infect my head !
It's time to put Death to the test,
it is time O’ Lies I lay You to rest!"
You must face Fear with Faith!
Knowing that your very SpIrIt is at stake
Knowing that every part of you that's suppose to  
WILL make it through to the other side
Allowing you to be born again brand new
Allowing your wings the FREEDOM to Fly!~

As a Dragon I Die
As a Phoenix I Rise
Born again a Song Dragon
The Yellow Hearted Leopard Sun Dragon
Death I Destroy

The Eternal Covenant of Peace

54
h“Sing, O barren one, who did not bear;

break forth into singing and cry aloud,

you who have not been in labor!

For the children of ithe desolate one jwill be more

than the children of her who is married,” says the Lord.

2
k“Enlarge the place of your tent,

and let the curtains of your habitations be stretched out;

do not hold back; lengthen your cords

and strengthen your stakes.

3
lFor you will spread abroad to the right and to the left,

and your offspring will possess the nations

and will people the desolate cities.

4
“Fear not, mfor you will not be ashamed;

be not confounded, for you will not be disgraced;

for you will forget the shame of your youth,

and the reproach of your widowhood you will remember no more.

5
nFor your Maker is your husband,

the Lord of hosts is his name;

oand the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer,

pthe God of the whole earth he is called.

6
qFor the Lord has called you

like a wife deserted and grieved in spirit,

like a wife of youth when she is cast off,

says your God.

7
rFor a brief moment I deserted you,

but with great compassion I will gather you.

8
rIn overflowing anger for a moment

I hid my face from you,

sbut with everlasting love I will have compassion on you,”

says the Lord, your Redeemer.

9
“This is like tthe days of Noah1 to me:

as I swore that the waters of Noah

should no more go over the earth,

so I have sworn that I will not be angry with you,

and will not rebuke you.

10
For the mountains may depart

and the hills be removed,

but my steadfast love shall not depart from you,

and umy covenant of peace shall not be removed,”

says the Lord, who has compassion on you.

11
v“O afflicted one, storm-tossed and not comforted,

behold, wI will set your stones in antimony,

xand lay your foundations with sapphires.2

12
I will make your pinnacles of agate,3

your gates of carbuncles,4

and all your wall of precious stones.

13
yAll your children zshall be taught by the Lord,

aand great shall be the peace of your children.

14
In righteousness you shall be established;

you shall be far from oppression, for you shall not fear;

and from terror, for it shall not come near you.

15
bIf anyone stirs up strife,

it is not from me;

whoever stirs up strife with you

shall fall because of you.

16
Behold, I have created the smith

who blows the fire of coals

and produces a weapon for its purpose.

I have also created the ravager to destroy;

17
no weapon that is fashioned against you shall succeed,

and you shall refute every tongue that rises against you in judgment.

This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord

cand their vindication5 from me, declares the Lord.” 

Cinder Soot and That Damned Dress

Eff it.. Imma OWN This.. Just call me Cinder Soot

Chassidy Jeanne u have no mother no father to speak of... U stand alone... U will NEVER wear that dress... In a world of Belles, Ariels, n Snow whites U can make Mulan your favorite n wish to be sleeping beauty but u cld only ever hope to b Cinderella n I don't even like that blond bitch! Wish I may, wish I might, but I cannot change who I am...Just call me Cinder Soot...Ive only ever longed for a place where I belong but today brought affirmation of the truth someone else's daughter will always come 1st. I am only offered the scraps off someone else's plate. n its not like this is some new discovery n I shouldn't even have tears left for it n yet they fall...God i am grateful for the life u have given me it has made me what I am, but i have always know I'm not long for this world so when i do pass please party it up and celebrate because I will finally b where I belong in a Big Yellow Dress with those Ruby Red Slippers.

I've been in the wrong position my entire life

I was born into it 

Mammas a free fiend

Pappas a Rebel

No Mentor would touch me

Too overwhelmed by the damage to repair 

With out an end in sight 

How could I ever dream to be more

Still I Fight

Still I RISE

Against all ODDS 

with burdens so heavy 

Still I FLY

Got all I need shining so brightly inside this heart of Mine!

I am

John 10:9
"I am the gate; whoever enters through me will be saved. He will come in and go out, and find pasture."

I am the fence
I am the finish line

Too close to Home!

Being vulnerable doesn't mean being weak. In fact, trying to hide what's not working will just deplete your resources at a time when you really need your entire arsenal. Ask your loved ones for a helping hand.

~09/21/11: 4th Position:
You must accept the "death" in this area of your life in order to achieve rebirth. Situations can not be corrected without this. If you do so you will be able to rise up out of the ashes like the Phoenix bird and begin again. What has been must be let go of, now is the time to exert yourself and work with the healing powers of transformation. We can't always control external conditions, but we grow by learning to control our reactions / responses to them.

Rise of the Phoenix
Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God -- children born not of natural descent, nor of human decision or a husband's will, but born of God.
John 1:12-13 (Read all of John 1)
 Dear God, Please let me be born again of you. xoxo me

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Vocation [ edit ]
Possible contributions your soul has to offer

XV. SHADOW

With the Shadow card, you are asked to look at the darker aspects of your nature. Bringing your deepest fears to light allows you to release what is blocking you from moving forward. However uncomfortable it may be to see your Shadow self, doing so offers great insight and positive energy for true transformation of the self. It asks you to forgive yourself for your short-comings and free yourself from any shame or guilt. It is time to reconcile with your inner self and recognize the bright light that you are.