Greater Because I Can

The initial reaction is instinctual carnage
Slit their fucking throat for fucking with me
a fuck for a fuck if you will

The Challenge is to be GREATER because I CAN be

To have to total and complete control over my existence
I AM THE KING!
You can try to trip me up but my feet aren't even touching the ground.
I've left you wishing for wings beneath me.
No power over me
I am free
If I give in to you you have all the control. Push to start. 
Keep myself on a leash for the betterment of me...
Keep my power harnessed in reserves
Massed in quantity the greater purpose this power will serve.
I am just a servant in a nice dress...
I am so grateful...
I am HONORED that you would choose me...
How did this come to be that you would call on a sinner like me to make me complete

To accept the LOVE because I AM WORTHY

Phoenix Rising

Up out of these ashes I do Rise
Soot Covered and Alive
Wash me clean and I will shine
Watch me blaze up this midnight sky
Chain-less and Free
Fire in my Eyes
So Refined
to Hell with all the hate, all the lies
I leave them on the ground wishing for wings while out of the darkness I do Fly
A dragons heart-song so strongly do I sing

Let it Shine

This little LiGhT of mine... I'm gon' let it ShInE... Let it SHINE... LET IT SHINE!

I wonder what would happen if I met the 8 year old me...
I wonder what she would encounter if she walked into my 28 year old world
Would she finally feel HoMe? A place where she belonged
Would that brave girl still be scared of what has become?
locked in that dark place?
Would Zach be her child guide?
Is he scared?
Does he feel HOME?
What would my 28 year old self eminate?
Would I feel ashamed of where I am?
Could I explain this was not the plan?
Would I tell her to run down a different path?
I want to hold her in my arms and and gain my innocence back, my courage.
I want to shine again, so brightly that this dark place disappears.