the other side

Bring me through to the other side

The Goal

Innocence

Untamed Unchained Wild N Free... She's been gone for so long now, I gotta find my way back to her somehow...Dear Lord please restore my child like innocence... make me pure and sweet again... Like American Honey xoxo Delorne

Every Lil Thought

I wish I could just stab you in the heart
I don't fucking care anymore
Cold that's what I've become
You're a sweet girl
Meek
Insecure
Confidence... I think If I hear that fucking word again Imma scream
So what... yeah and?
FU
Piss is Piss Asshole
How can I love and hate all at the same time
I can't stand what they think of me
I can't stand to have one more person say one more bad thing
I am who I am
Locked in a cage of continuous pain for all to see
Quit fucking looking at me Bastards!
I don't want your fucking pity, I got enough of my own to drown in
I don't really know what I want, or what I need.
I just know it feels good...but feel good can be bad
Its so bad
Just leave me be
I can't even stand me
This is how people blow out their brains
and I don't blame them one bit
I can't even stand this shit
Same day after day
Stagnant
There is no growth
There is no hope
Faithless Israel... Yup that's me... It's all bad so there's no reason to believe.
 Just Fuck Fuck Fuck it all straight to hell

I hold on to the belief that one day I will be able to be the stool beneath your feet, how honored I would be to find relief in the refuge of your wing, shhh don't look at me, hide me while I find a song to sing, take this heart and play a melody on its strings...Amen xoxo me

Enter the Cocoon

I think I'm done
Pretty damned sure
Flip the switch
I don't want no more
Just Shut the Show Down
Curtain Call
You ain't gotta go home but motherfuckers you can't stay here
Deuces

The Funeral Playlist

Morbid? Maybe, But just so you MotherEffers get it right!

Crystal Bowersox- up to the mountain
Moonlight sonata
A Tear in the Open- Tiesto
SIXX AM Life is Beautiful
Spirit in the Sky
Beyonce I was here

Rising

1 Peter 1:23
For you have been born again, not of perishable seed, but of imperishable, through the living and enduring word of God.

TBC

This phoenix knows nothing of being caged, nothing of being tamed or tormented with chains
She knows not that kind pain.
She simply is what she is
Pure fire
Mutable and untouchable
She knows no boundaries
She does as she pleases
Igniting all she meets, all she sees along the way
All Joy and Passion she seeds
Completely Free as she burns
Burn she must even the reserves until she fades
The down side to the circle encroaches
The child inside screams
The dragoness guards her retreat
Azaria takes center stage
She has become accustomed to the pain
She knows this side of the circle all to well
Her scars tell of her time spent in hell
Caged and released
My warrior beast
On these demons she feasts
So confident in my ability to destroy
A cold blooded killer
Slayer of souls
It's Gods place to judge them, It's mine to arrange the meeting
I'll rip the vocal cords outcha throat Bitch
Remorseless
Touched only by the child
Fire for Fire
The star inside ignites
It burn so BRIGHT
Fire fuels the fight
The protector of all that is pure and innocent
Humility resonates thru
So grateful for the rescue
Unafraid Facing Death
Stand still
Stay your ground
Do not relent it is the only way for honor to be found
Terrors creep
Delorne weeps
my humanity is so weak
"Shhhh dear child, watch as I sooth the savage beast"~Hoshi speaks
My spirit engages pained by their defeat
The peace bringer
heart healer
soul scar sealer
She is complete
"Oh Faithless Zion
What about your ability to build?
What will you do when there is no battle field?
Quiet yourself to hear the voice within...it the whisper passing through the shouts of sin"
Can you hear the Creator from the observational seat?
"Baby your beauty reaches far beyond any limits you can imagine
It is the truth,
listen no more to the lies,
All ugliness aside
Look at that light she holds inside
"Look how she glows"
Her light is mine
and I declare Yes she will Shine!
Yes she will show!
I give you a love that you've never known"