Hi Terry... Run Away

Hi Terry,
It was great getting the chance to speak with you about the possibilities for enhancing your 42 acres..... FUCK YOU TERRY! and your 42 acres!!!
I want to run away! Away from anyone who knows me, away from any responsibility, away from any Mom, Mamas, Aunties, Chass, Chassy, CJ, that I could ever know, away from any possible part of me that is recognizable to the world! Away from a stagnant place of ugghhh, away from this place where I have to watch other people live out my dreams... away from where my heart breaks everyday... away from the disappointment, away from the pain...
I want to run away to my very own 42 acres where there are no tents except the ones I perform in, I want to run away from country to country, city to city, to see all the other people, taste their food and live their cultures, God I WANT TO HEAR THEIR MUSIC! I want to run away to another world, an alternate place of being with out fear, to my dreams where maybe my state of being will really be freely...
I want to run away to my own being, to this girl who screams out at the transitional disposition of me not to be the woman they want me to be! I want to run away into the arms of me, into the arms of the woman I long to see, Azaria "this is War, take no prisioners!" and Hoshi Rae "There is a need for Grace in this Day and Age," Delorne is expressed right here on this page! I want to run away to where she be, where is she?...
She ran away...