I am Azaria Hoshi Rae Miss Miss Delorne Janai CJ YES Chassidy Jeanne Bouche and don't you EVER forget it Bitches! B/C the moment you do, this stiletto's goin through your Jugular Trick!

Azaria is Locked away for healing
Her wounds still too fresh for new battles
Hoshi is on gaurd
The spirit speaks soothingly to the soul
Be still my soul, be still
Delorne my phoenix guide light up this star inside and lead the way
Such a child am I
Lord please stay

Lifes Flight

The cruelties and obstacles of this swiftly changing planet will not yield to obsolete dogmas and outworn slogans. It cannot be moved by those who cling to a present which is already dying, who prefer the illusion of security to the excitement and danger which comes with even the most peaceful progress.
     - Robert F. Kennedy, 1925 - 1968

I am a Sun Dragon
Flying by the seat of my pants
From Current to Current
Uplift to Uplift
Consistently en-route
Always Assessing Predicting Calculating Adapting Overcoming Conquering

Ever Evolving am I into the forward moving ever revolving winds of time.  

I'm sorry Momma

I'm sorry Momma.
I don't hate you
I hate my own inadequacies
My own shortcomings
I'm not supposed to miss a beat
Mistakes are simply not allowed
There is ZERO room for error...
But I am only a single human being after all
Please forgive my humanity
I will try harder I promise

I see the moon and the moon sees me, the moon sees the ones that I want to see, So God bless the moon and God bless me, and God bless the ones that I want to see... xoxo me

Murphy

You're 16 today!
Wowzers!
It seems like just yesterday you were 2 and we were playing airplane on the front-room floor.
I changed your diapers, feed you baby food and sang you lullabies to help you sleep.
Now your the one helping me grow up... just yesterday you gave me 20 bucks for gas to take you to Jays.
How did we let it go by so fast!
You want to be a Marine when you grow up and I can see every bit of it.

Who else would Zombie it up with me if not you?
Who else could speak so sensically to me when I'm at my irrational all time emotional?
Who else could stand up against me just to support me? The good advice I always hated ;o)
We are all we have
You are my Fartknocker, I'll stop doing it when you stop laughing
You always know how to make me smile.
 You  are an AMAZING individual and I see the man you are destined to become, you're beautiful inside and out and it makes me cry the right kind of tears, those of joy...
You are such an Important Man in my life...
I love you so much, I am so proud of you and grateful that in this life I get to call you my brother!
Happy Birthday Leo!

I took my love, I took it down
Climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
Till the landslide brought me down

Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?
Mmm, mmm, mmm

Well, I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older and I'm getting older too
[- From :http://www.elyrics.net/read/s/stevie-nicks-lyrics/landslide-lyrics.html -]

Well, I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older and I'm getting older too
Oh, I'm getting older too

Awh, take my love, take it down
Awh, climb a mountain and turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well, the landslide bring it down

And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well, the landslide bring it down
Oh, the landslide bring it down

Lil Miss Muffin

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!

Lil Miss Muffin oh Miss Muffin you never really were so Lil now were you
You getting so BIG now and its so AMAZING just to know you

You're Star Shines so bright!
You're light is so beautiful...
Lil Miss Mari, I think you got a more than your lil bit of  Auntie Zari
Yup you're gonna be a game changer
You already run the show
So much to say, so much you already know
I wonder what color your wings are gonna be
You already fly so freely
I feel so privileged to be your Auntie
I LOVE you Baby Girl...

You are such a special part of my world!!!

xoxo Me

Why is it???

Why is it all my Genius Moments occur while I'm doing the dishes? or my best melodies in the shower?
and Why is it that I can't seem to remember 2 singe ounces of that genius 5 seconds later when I go to put it on the PC 2 steps away from me?
Sigh... =|
There go all my genius moments down the drain... with the spaghetti noodles... LOL

~ Why is it when your so open to being seen that the one you want to see doesn't see you?
I am so grateful for those who do... I love you so much... A part of my Eywa, I see you! xoxo me.