Orange Dragon

I don't even know what happened to us. I don't even know why I'm still giving you seconds of my life, I just know that with everything wiped aside we, you and I, we were happy. It was genuine. You, me, we got scared. When I got scared you got scared and then we both got scared of eachother, of the hurt, we both pushed away, and pulled in, it was only a matter of time right. One often finds his destiny on the path he chooses to avoid it. Recessed in our own selfish insecurities, We hurt eachother.  I wore your Ireland sweater up until I brought it to you last night. I missed you. It's like you were dead. All of your things were here, the essences of you, but you, you've been gone for weeks. Maybe I was too stubborn to listen. I thought you were pushing me away and I wasn't going to let you be afraid of me, of the Love I have for you. But you, you were trying to tell me something different. I'm sorry I didn't listen. I miss you now. I miss your eyes, how we could say everything without saying anything. I miss your hair, it's musk, it's texture between my fingers. I miss the bridge of your nose even. You were my handsome boy. Almost too perfect, Orange, the perfect blending of my two favorite colors. You're so beautiful to me. Too good to be true, that's you. I used to sleep with one of your shirts and snuggle with your pillow just because it smelled like you. I wanted to memorize your smell, now I wish I could forget it. Even after I've washed the pillows and the sheets I can still smell you, I can still feel you there,  please go away.  God I never thought I'd love someone else. Here's the proof. Maybe in 2 more years I'll love again. God help me.

Untitled Track

 Title:TBD
Album: TBD

I just wanna be free
Feel the better side of me
I wanna paint the skies I fly in
Soar way up high in em
 I just wanna be free

TBC